Dis(turbed) Harmony

I know I said I'd come back and tell you about Butterfly guy coming over to the apartment but then I went and saw him on Sunday and things took a wild turn from oddly bemusing to flat out creepy as all fuck get out run away run away and so I can't really talk about anything that happened prior to that without feeling the need to shower and I'd like to avoid any Silence of the Lambs skin suit type scenarios so, yeah, moving on.

Except not! Because I still have to email him and get across my point of never wanting to communicate ever again.

A, if you're reading, it was SO MUCH WORSE than anything we came up with at the shoot.

[For the record, I know I'm being wildly dramatic here and THANK GOD nothing happened where I felt for my physical safety (he didn't attack me or anything) but there is definitely something very, very wrong and when I summed up events to both my charming co-author and my extraordinarily level headed co-worker, they both immediately said yeah, you need to not see him again, ever.]

But, like a good getting back on the horse type person, I have another date tentatively scheduled with G, he who I can come up with no nickname for, and who is boringly normal (No! There is no normal! They are all crazy! Aaaaaagh!!!!!) and another guy that I'm supposed to email to set up something with.  Clearly, neither is really blowing my skirt up. I hadn't checked my matches in a few days so I went through a couple dozen last night and sent out questions to 5 people.  Way to go, me.  Except! Two of them archived me.  And after all the crap of Sunday, it's really pissing me off.  I'm aware that I'm a bit left of center when it comes to sanity but I am nowhere near the level of crazy that seems to be coming my way via this stupid EH business.  I'm normal(ish) and most people find me amusing and charming and is it really too much to ask for a date with someone else who is normal(ish) and who I find amusing and charming?  Apparently, it is.

Over. It.

Comments

[Nikki]

OK...am super curious here! I can't answer the "why" question though. Because I tend to attract ones who decide to leave me with no explanation. Oh and you're perfectly sane. Either that or we have the exact same psychoses and I refuse to believe that!

[A]

Oh, you poor dear.